been thinking alot lately. of studies, of relationship, of life, of present, of future.
i don't like it when it comes to this, standing at the cross-road, wondering which way to go. 3.5 years of college life had come to an end. the moment i been looking forward since i stepped into the college gate, yet i feel the uncertainties of future. like seriously, what is future?
it is not just about the challenging work life, all those late nights that i'm afraid of. what scares me more is, what am i going to leave behind the moment i step into that game? all these people around me now, so close, yet so far. how many of us will keep in touch? how many of us will turn into hi-bye, or even strangers?
all these years of life education i had, i learnt that no fate last forever. everything had a starting point, and there's a finishing line awaiting. forever is a vague term. it could be ten years, ten months, ten days, or even ten seconds. the moment one party stop the effort, that is, the expiry time. time to say goodbye.
no, no relationship last forever, except for family. yes it sounds mean, but reality is just a synonym for cruelty. life is not that colorful as you thought. time to remove the kaleidoscope and look at the world with your bare eyes. i will survive, you too. goodnight :)
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