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the tension of opposites

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come home from the city after class and i fall right to my bed. weekly traveling of this kind almost kill me, and my weekend starts only when everyone else's is over. studying again after this 2 months gap feels, fresh. maybe it's the class, maybe it's the lecturer, or maybe it's just, me. something changed, i knew it when it happened. there's no point holding on to the past. damages made can't be undone. let's move on and start filling up the new pages, shall we? complicated stuff, yet it's just, life.
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what would you do when you're feeling weak and sick? i feel like eating some ice cream now. which i'm totally not allowed to. sadness. sis betrayed me and went to see doctor yesterday, and she's on her daily dose of medicine now. traitor! now i'm left with no excuse but to let dad boils me the oh-so-yucky-sourish black medicine which i don't know what's inside. le sigh. and no, stop mentioning bout how much i need to see the doctor. no likes okay! please just spare me from that. boo!

happy, valentines?

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so apparently my ex-boyf for three and a half years can't let go of me and ask for a second chance to get back together a day before valentines. now, meet my boyf, i think? hello baby. one mark. bitch. congrats to those who make it through! and happy valentines, new-old-boyf.
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heyy baby, i'm not sick, really. just some sniff and some cough and a higher than normal body temperature. other than that, everything is fine. and guess what? patience is totally not my kind. guess i must had dropped it when i came to this world. i'm learning slow, but i'm trying to improve. so bear with me a lil longer okay. loves :)

boys and girls, once upon a time

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you know you been mia for long when you showed up at a gathering and your friends looked at you and said "omg is this the real jianqin!? come let me have a hug to make sure you're really here!" hasn't been seeing the girls and the boys since i transferred school. that make it a six years gap in between, till i finally see them on this cny eve again. ohhmaiii i practically never expect myself to be sitting with them round the same table again, and i wasn't going to show up had not tzeyan drove to my gate and literally dragged me into the car. oh well, guess there has to be someone who's making the effort so that the group will always stay on. to us, since 2002/03! cheers :)