obsessive compulsory disorder
in lay man terms it says "a case in which the constant desire to have everything in order is a disorder." i was diagnose with it, not clinically tho. friends used to make fun of how i kinda insist of using just one brand, how i tied up all the candies wrapper into knots, how i drink only certain coffee, bla bla and bla. so yeah, sometimes, i do feel like i have it, the OCD symptoms. but then again, i actually think that everyone of us is somehow born with it. stop raising your eyebrow on me. i meant, don't you have something that you really really REALLY just wait IT and nothing else can replace? like really, just that one and only one thing. i just happen to have the list a lil longer. luls as we grow up, we start to compromise a lot of things because something else is more important, or at least that's how we justify it. a book, a movie, a date out, a trip, a meal, an hour of sleep, or sometimes, somebody. and that's what makes the remaining ones, the on