♥ jiann's talk ♥

"i like too many things and get all confused and hung-up running from one falling star to another till i drop." -- jack kerouac and i picked all four of them cuz i can't figure out which to cut off. there's words saying you'll always know which one you should pick. they say the heart will always make the right choice without a second thought. so i guess the problem is with me now. it is either i have hearts more than one, or i never had one. cuz love is just a four letter word, yet understanding it is one of the hardest things in the world. having say so, sometimes i wonder why we still long for it. maybe it is the dream, the fantasy in it that keep us going, as if as long as we never give up, we will always stand a chance for it, for the happily ever after ending which we both know it never exist. will you hold on to it, or had you been hurt so much, you turned your back and walked away? i walked some distance, but here i am, holding s

"if you don't do stupid things when you're young, you'll have nothing to laugh about when you're old." - source unknown. how true is that? but life isn't a rat race. just because everyone is doing something stupid doesn't make it a must for you to do the same. and why should you be worried for having nothing to laugh about when you're old? live your life with you own style. don't force yourself in. join only if you feel comfortable with it. say what you want, wear what you like, do what you're proud of. ignore the bitches out there. if they give you a cold look, STARE THEM BACK. if you don't stand up for your own, no one else can.  being the odd one out doesn't necessary mean you're wrong. you could be the only one who's right.

#thingsidoafterexam put down that one million dollar signature on a paper and signed my future away. so this shall be the start of a new chapter -- the work life. feeling excited for what's awaiting ahead. late nights, deadlines, clients, working attires, traffic jams, anything and everything sounds challenging to me now. can't wait till september woots! for the time being, i'm now proud to announce this is the official start to holidays too! buy myself three freaking months of care-free moments since i already secured myself an employment. so yes, date me out, please! hang out, gatherings, BEACHES, cheong k, road trip, FOOD TRIPs, ISLAND TRIP, photo expedition, THAILAND and alot more! pick up your phone now and call to book your slots HAHAHHA and oh, SINGAPORE in september yes! convo woots. dear gossip girls, please start saving some kachings$$ss haha! and dear mao jie jie and kylie, if you read this, you still owe me postcards from milan and liverpool thank you