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the beginning of a new life chapter :)

- October 25, 2011

taken during gor's convo, oct 15, 2011. so that's it, the end of one life chapter, the beginning of the next. of all sudden, we're not the kid we were yesterday, anymore. if i were to be more serious about my studies than i am now, it would had been my graduation, on the same day, too. how time flies, right? remember how we used to look up at seniors and wonder how it feels like, to be like them. mature and cool. oh well. now i'm here, final sem, so call senior, and i still think i ain't anywhere near them, yet. not when i still have junior who calls me junior. lol self-declare today as "do-anything-fun-except-acca-studies-day" since mock was over. 40 days to finals. so let's play, before today is over. :)

- October 21, 2011

i'm sitting on the chair, waiting. nobody cares what am i thinking. in fact, nobody noticed my presence. i wore a skirt, pale pastel color that blends me into the wall. quietly, patiently, i'm waiting. i stare at the busy crowd walking pass. oh, the boss is on his phone with the client. oh, the kid is rushing for tuition. oh, that lady is late for meeting. oh, that man is chasing the bus that departed half a minute ago. and oh, you rush over, apologize for being late, and order two coffees when the waitress drop by, without asking me. that's your life. well planned, focus, efficient, express. you named it "a battle for life". always rushing, always competing. you step on people to climb up, and you're proud of your achievement. "that's how life ought to be. the strong ones stay, and the weak ones, either killed, or left." you told me that, while flashing on your luxury phone to my face, busy replying message. i'm not that weak to be a prey, n