♥ jiann's talk ♥

i do not fight for things that not worth fighting for and what worths fighting for? the definition is on me, not you :) Happy 53rd Independence Day Malaysia! quite a silent night here except the few guys that shouted "MERDEKA! x3" from their unit. crazy duhh :p heard some fireworks just now, but not as much as what i heard while we were still in highschool back at raub. the atmosphere back at those time were definitely much better. miss those days don't you? and those faces :) i used to wake up really early on Independence Day while i was still a kid and watch the parade, but not anymore. i can hardly find Jalur Gemilang waving around this year, not to mention patriotic songs. raya songs are even more hit than that sigh. and what more, no more national day commercials by yasmin ahmad :( people, where will you be tomorrow? in the field celebrating independence? or in the mall enjoying merdeka sales? or what not, having 31% baskin robbins discounts hmm .....

it been two days since result, and sometimes i still can't believe i made it through. 4 papers in a single round gave me much pressure. all the clashes of class, replacements, trying hard to follow up, and what more the stress during the two weeks of finals. flash back, i wonder how i gone through it. i cried in the midnights after revision because i felt like the more i revise the more i can't remember. i text a friend in the dawn waking him up from bed to talk to me because i can't stand to look at the notes anymore and i can't sleep. i picked up my finance management notes straight away after my law exam for the final revision. i broke down after finance management because i knew i screwed it up and it made me so hard to focus on performance management which came after it. everything seems so long ago but it was just two months before. everyone said i'm silly to take 4 papers while involving myself in the club. i thought i was too during the final exam weeks. i a

so result is out. the marks doesn't look good so don't bother asking. still i'm glad all 4 are over thanks God, and i got first class on margin which means i need to work hard for f7 8 to strike for at least 68 in both so that i can retain the status *stress* glad for friends who made it thru, at the same time feel helpless when i saw those sad faces. i'm sorry for what happened. this round we'll make it through aite. stay strong. we're here together, no matter how. your not fighting alone :)

hello bloggie! just a short one, freaking short. went One-U to meet my dream man omg he's so charming. had a really good night out with friends too. a way to release stress before result day thanks jayson and limlim. :) yupp the judgement day is here. finally. perhaps after tomorrow, the whole world changed. i don't know. stress no? maybe. let's hope for a good news from me hehh :p cut my hair, again. lagi imba now hahh!

a snap of june and me during ruth's wedding dinner. she's so tall and thin, and she's only standard 4 omg

days getting busy. family, club, friends, studies. first progress test tomorrow. stress :( updates gonna be lesser and lesser. toodles mankinds! looking for room to rent. sienz